I also forgot to bring my silver notebook which I haven't touched for months. I'm in dire need of it because lately i've had many insights (lying in bed trying to sleep because counting sheep never worked) and I forget them the moment more punch in.

I tell myself to write them down the next morning in this notebook I brought (because getting out of bed is not an option as it will only intensify my consciousness) but by then my memory fails me. Sad face.

No wonder I have nothing to offer in this pitiful brimming-with-depression blog. :P