Sunday, October 31, 2010

Hi.

I'm nervous like faeces ):

Two weeks, two weeks, two weeks...

I'll be fine, I'll sail through the rainbows with success, right?

Omgoodness ):

Argh.

):

Bye.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

The Swing In Your Step

Hello there. This is a message to you, and a reminder to myself, that my Final Exams are creeping up the calendars of my soul, so maybe if my soul survives the next two weeks, I'll be back here, as loyal and as acutely emotional as ever.

I'm emotional again. Yeah I know, I know, why did I let curiosity get the better of me? Just a miniscule amount of extra knowledge kills the many cells respiring inside of me. I may have trust issues, but for someone with frustrating inconspicuousness to be so blatant at times just throws me off the tight rope I've been learning to walk. In the very depth of happiness I've been living in, this lack of balance transitions my pain right from the negative mark to it's infinite height, right past the 'happiness' scale.

I can't do this ): I'm sick of pretense. But I know glue of it's strongest kind yet will never fail this... this thing.

Yeap, I've summed it all up in one word: Thing.







Enough crapping.

Well, adieu.

See you in a fortnight. Send me your best wishes, heehee.

Lotsa Love.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Alguien Soy Yo


Songwriters: Shanks, John; Dioguardi, Kara; Iglesias, Enrique M






Listen, please.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Inches from my fingertips...


you're inches from my fingertips
i've come as close as i can get
i'm reaching but the rest is up to you.
cause i don't ever wanna miss
being here with you like this
i'm trying but it's all that i can do.
i'm reaching but the rest is up to you..

and you say, so you say
it's a brilliance meant to fade
love is wild like a fire
burning underneath the rain
but this is not the same...

EMPTY promises.

I've had just about enough.

No, I'm not oblivious to things you never brought up, I pretend not to see certain things but honestly, it eats away a little part of me everyday.

And I've kept it all in.

I guess you've decided to bring it all up now.

Well, thank you for convincing me that once again, I am such a gullible, stupid person.







Jeon once told me, 'You can't be so nice, Adeline, you'll only let other people bully you so easily.' Hell and I laughed as if it was a ginormous joke.