Crass.

I. AM. EMOTIONAL. TO. THE. HIGHEST. DEGREE.

I NEED TO YELL, but not when the sound may escape and wake the entire house.

HELLO, BLOG, CAN YOU HEAR ME?

How often is it that profanity wishes to leech on me and overpower my usually self-controlled tongue? Not frequent. But when it does, I could seriously. Kick. Everything. Within. My. Reach.

I am distraught - bothered - apprehensive - afraid - concerned - fretful... aren't all that enough to cause my chest to explode? I'm not an overflowing river, I'm the damned maremoto.

>:(

tumblr_kswjl1FOEu1qa9tnao1_500_large

The subject? Myself, actually. Help.

Flicker, flicker.

You're out drinking.

I am worried as hell.

Please be careful.

And you, you're out, doing shisha. Do you really think some trends are worth following, just to portray that badass side of you? Your maturity level amazes me. And eats away what's left of the respect you've earned from me.

You ARE drunk. You're telling me how to 'preserve my virginity'. I like how for that moment you thought so little of me. Or was that you caring for me genuinely?

Oh, my goodness.

Why am I so concerned? Because I never had friends so precious like them before?

I shouldn't be so worried. Worried, worried, worried...

Next time; There won't be a next time.

I actually need to get out and take some interesting photos for this blog. Thing is, I don't. Poor lonely camera of mine. Poor utterly plain blog of mine.

Heh.

Filler post? Indeed.

I don't care what you say but I LOVE Eminem's rapping in Love The Way You Lie. (:

#5

Thank you,

Dearest Jay Lyn, Rachel, Kavina and Joanne (: You are indeed the best people to fall sick with. I've never felt so unwell and yet laughed until I nearly teared up. Truly children of the heavens (quote Jay Lyn). You're all, most undeniably, *cue Jay Lyn's voice*, the bomb.

(:

Done transferring the past thank-you posts from my other blog to this one ! (:

#4

SATURDAY, APRIL 03, 2010

Thank you,

Isaac H. George, for being the perfect definition of a friend; to another incredible person i know. Whether or not your support is shown outwardly, know that I will be forever grateful. Thank heavens for being placed in this same box of a classroom in January 2010. There are not many like you, that I can certify... (:

#3

TUESDAY, FEBRUARY 09, 2010

Thank you,

Sue Ann, Rachel Matthews, Lih Wen, Tammy, Phui Yuk, Kell Jim, Oliviaand Hanrick for your sincere concern over my transport back home today. It's amazing to know just after a month of hanging around in college, I have met exemplars of worthy friends. And most of all to Arvind, for the security throughout the taxi-ride.

(:

#2

TUESDAY, FEBRUARY 09, 2010

Thank you,

Helpful-guy-whose-name-I-have-yet-to-find-out for picking up all my coins when they fell and were scattered all over the school canteen floor (2009). I did not realize until you held out your hand, filled with silver; that you had taken the trouble to pick every single one as you did so behind the blue tables, and walked away so rather quickly for me to not have expressed proper gratitude.

(:

#1

MONDAY, JANUARY 18, 2010

Thank you,

Mama, for being the ultimate bionic woman - to quote the many other people who respect you and look up to you; for welcoming me into your arms and letting my tears fall freely upon your shoulder. For not questioning, for simply stroking my back and telling me to feel better. Not only the little things like tonight, but through out my existence you have proven over and over again how much of sublimity you carry as a person. The way you touched so many hearts along the way, through the bonding-bedtime-worthy stories you told me. You are truly beyond world-class, a grandmother of majesty.

I love you. Unconditionally.

#0

MONDAY, JANUARY 18, 2010

There was this very moment, that inspired me to keep track of all the many kind deeds people, around me and the world, have done; for I am blessed to have had a certain sort of affinity with them. One thoughtful act leads a long way. And if I may never return the kindness to each and everyone of them concerned, I vow to help persist this cycle of nobility anywhere else, everywhere else.

It won't be soon before long.

So I have decided to diminish and replace one intention of my other personal blog (whisperedletters.blogspot.com) with another far more complicating one.

In simpler words I'll be taking down all my thank you posts from there. Not to worry, I'm transferring them here! Another 'Labels for this post' to remember. Not that I mind. I'm an appreciative person so, me counting my blessings will not go unnoticed. (:

I've also decided that I love how, I think, ever since leaving this blog dormant for the first few months of the year, I made my number of readers reduce to zero. I love the idea of that, because I'm allowed to type freely and appear incomprehensible. (: True, everybody needs a place to confess a thousand million things, and a blog may serve such purpose out of the trillion others without judging all that you have to write.

I must say, although I don't like ending up all cliched, I attain pleasure in confessing my unstoppable train of thoughts in the most meaningless way. And without readers, smooth-sailing this shall be. (:

I can't deny, Maroon 5's got some really gorgeous lyrics.

Allie and Jade

'07

'08

Evelyn and Tiffany, Kirsten and Hayley, Taylor's and Seth's... '09

Best of all, daddy's and mummy's girls. '10

I miss both of you, dearly.

(Yeah the watermarking right smack in every center is for a good reason :)

Worst memory of the cup, Brazil not maintaining their first-half's brilliant lead during quarter finals.

But OH MY GOSH Germany CANNOT win tonight !