Hi.

I'm nervous like faeces ):

Two weeks, two weeks, two weeks...

I'll be fine, I'll sail through the rainbows with success, right?

Omgoodness ):

Argh.

):

Bye.

The Swing In Your Step

Hello there. This is a message to you, and a reminder to myself, that my Final Exams are creeping up the calendars of my soul, so maybe if my soul survives the next two weeks, I'll be back here, as loyal and as acutely emotional as ever.

I'm emotional again. Yeah I know, I know, why did I let curiosity get the better of me? Just a miniscule amount of extra knowledge kills the many cells respiring inside of me. I may have trust issues, but for someone with frustrating inconspicuousness to be so blatant at times just throws me off the tight rope I've been learning to walk. In the very depth of happiness I've been living in, this lack of balance transitions my pain right from the negative mark to it's infinite height, right past the 'happiness' scale.

I can't do this ): I'm sick of pretense. But I know glue of it's strongest kind yet will never fail this... this thing.

Yeap, I've summed it all up in one word: Thing.

Enough crapping.

Well, adieu.

See you in a fortnight. Send me your best wishes, heehee.

Lotsa Love.

Alguien Soy Yo

Songwriters: Shanks, John; Dioguardi, Kara; Iglesias, Enrique M

Listen, please.

Inches from my fingertips...

you're inches from my fingertips
i've come as close as i can get
i'm reaching but the rest is up to you.
cause i don't ever wanna miss
being here with you like this
i'm trying but it's all that i can do.
i'm reaching but the rest is up to you..

and you say, so you say
it's a brilliance meant to fade
love is wild like a fire
burning underneath the rain
but this is not the same...

EMPTY promises.

I've had just about enough.

No, I'm not oblivious to things you never brought up, I pretend not to see certain things but honestly, it eats away a little part of me everyday.

And I've kept it all in.

I guess you've decided to bring it all up now.

Well, thank you for convincing me that once again, I am such a gullible, stupid person.

Jeon once told me, 'You can't be so nice, Adeline, you'll only let other people bully you so easily.' Hell and I laughed as if it was a ginormous joke.

If Karma Doesn't Hit You, I will.

Heyyy all (: It has been quiet I know; I'm sorry!

One huge week has been lifted off my small shoulders and I can breathe for, well, at least a day or two. Then it's right back to Finals. That's right, exams. We're students, our job is to study, I think all youngsters needa learn to accept that. And I need to learn to raise that self-esteem of mine =/

It's amazing isn't it, September going on October. There are times when I want to be Iceman, shoot ice over everything. Then the whole world can freeze - encased in solid water blocks, and I'll have the liberty to look all around, let day-by-day issues and revelations sink in, inhale and exhale until my pulse becomes regular and my nerves are relaxed, list the missed opportunities out, weep over those missed opportunities then get over them, and when i'm finally ready, snap my fingers and let life continue its course.

Anyway, what's new with me?

Nothing !

This year has been like any other, mostly home. But I've got music to save me, sighhh, I love music it's true. (:

And somebody dedicated this song to me, cheesy as it is, I am one of the universe's top most incurable romantic anyway.

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are...

Sigh someone slap me in the face, please? (;

I know your secret...

Question.

Question: Ever wondered why some people take the simplest, and purest pleasure in watching the setting sun, although it is actually an implication that the day is over and darkness will reign?

Answer: Because while we can find joy in the brightness of life, happiness comes, and goes; Sorrow will take over, and it will go. It's inevitable. So why not live in every moment, every second, instead of dwelling on the black of night that will have to arrive; on the future that will have to happen...

"Arguably the best place to live in." Sigh.